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Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
1:23 pm
k so I've been in this relationship for a long time but have cheated on my bf a couple of times. This last guy I was hooking up with is the first and only guy to know I had a bf while I was seeing him. We haven't talked for like 3weeks because I got mad at him and I kind of made it clear that I didn't want to see him anymore. He e-mailed me just recently saying that he still cares about me and wants to know how I'm doing. So I wrote him back. He hasn't responded in over a week. Is he trying to play some kind or game? Why hasn't he written back? Anyone have an answer?

Current Mood: confused
11:34 am
girls, are confusing... one day you hang out with a girl your parents are out of town.. she says all these wonderful things.. and then blamo a week later all the sudden everythings different and she's not "ready" for a relationship

very,very, intresting.

Current Mood: predatory
11:22 am
Maybe it varys from person to person and their relationships, before he cheated on me i was all about punk rock n goin to shows and i seemed pretty happy, but after he cheated on me it really fucked with me, especially the third....and forth times, hmmm, but anyway~ so i changed my loook into somewhat of a prep, and dress with more sophistication, I started stealing whole new wardrobes from norstrom and the bon, i also went tanning stole makeup, grew my hair out and got blonde hihglights, got my tongue peirced, not that i tried but my boobs grew too..heh, and now random people actually tell me that im "pretty" and i cant tell if they are serious, and so does he now....my point is that ive become more attractive just because ive gotten cheated on, i used to think that the "preps" were empty shollow, substance lacking...self centerd, insecure loosers, and now that ive crossed over? ive found it to be.... TRUE................. :(

Current Mood: calm
7:54 am
I get pissed every time I think of this.
Holy shit. Boy was I pissed when I saw my journal got spammed this morning. However, I love the idea of this community, and it's not some fucking rating community.

Anyway, here is a story about the most recent time I got played.

I started dating this guy casually, and since we are both adults, we decided we could fuck too, but not be boyfriend and girlfriend. I laid out a set of rules that were pretty easy to follow, so I wouldn't feel like just a fuck pillow. It was important that he actually be my friend too. It was simple, call me, hang out with me, don't fucking make excuses if you fuck up. It worked for a bit.

Then I got this EMAIL (not a phone call) that he was SUPER BUSY and his sister was coming to visit so we couldn't hang out. I respect family, so I was cool with it. But I didn't hear from him for another week and a half. Then he fucking emails me. It was "blah blah blah, I'm so busy, blah blah blah, oh by the way, I started seeing someone. Sorry. Let's hang out sometime!" I was like, fuck that, because I am not second string pussy.

He just "couldn't understand," why I was upset. I asserted the fact that he'd done exactly what I'd asked him not to. He disrespected my intelligence and my body. And yet he wanted me to understand that he had something good with his former best friend's girlfriend who was also his roommate. He told me, "this relationship is great because we both have the same schedules!"

I told him this was disingenuous because THEY FUCKING LIVE IN THE SAME HOUSE, that is why it is so convenient. But he still wants to go out for coffee. Shit. So I don't hear from him for a month or so.

In the meantime, I lose my job and as we speak, I am getting ready to leave the country, because I got a job overseas. I sent out a mass email, accidentally including him. He emails me back with an apology and says he still wants to meet for coffee. Here we are, nearly two weeks later and I haven't heard from him.

I really fucking hate people who apologize to make themselves feel better. I mean, this is a clear cut case of someone trying to make sure I don't hate him forever, instead of really apologizing for being a cocksucker.

I really hope he enjoys his new convenient relationship with his crazy roommate.

Current Mood: pissed off
2:40 am
';' lalalala;'';.
yah i know what you mena liiiiiiiiiiiiiike, things will be going really well, like TOO well, and you know its just to good to be tru then you get checked for stds at ur pap~smear apt, two weeks later, they "regret to inform you" that you have been diagnosed with HERP~GONUSES, just b/cos ur boy decided you werent sexy enough so he he took it upon liberty of himself to take your relationship in a new direction, LIKE SUM KOREAN BITCHES PUSSY, yah, fuck that!

I have got myself a question.... so like...do guys cheat cos they are no longer attracked>>???? or is it just for the thrill or do they intend on giving out STDs?!?!?

cmon gys tellll meeeeh, poleessse........

2:22 am
..::* So KiSs Me HaRd....... CoS tHiS wIlL bE tHe LaSt TiMe ThAt i Let YoU*::...
ugh?!!?!?@? i dont know weather i should kill him or her!!!!!!! muahahaha haha.......fuck man....theyre in love huh?

Current Mood: complacent
Sunday, August 1st, 2004
4:58 am
bla bla bler
Hey! this is my first time postin in here, i posted in the sex community and got some good answers just wondering if anyone else could help me out or give me some motivation to dump his azz.Is it possible to start a "new" relationship with my boyfriend after he has repeatedly cheated on me with NUMEROUS girls, (that i know of,but theres prolly more) He wants to stay with me so i did and months have passed since ive found out, i "forgave him" but i dont think i ever can actually do that....do relationships like this work...if not, how do i get rid of him?
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